INTRODUCTORY

During the Autumn and Winter of 1971-1972, an English class met at New Cross Ward Labour Club, which I conducted. Its purpose was twofold: to discuss literature on the basis of a Marxist analysis, and to encourage free and original expression by the class members. These aims are distinct, and are not easily brought into one focus in a series of class meetings. The collection of writings by 20 contributors contains the work of 15 contributors who attended the class, including me. Six other contributions have been included because we knew them as the work of worker-.writers.

I can make no great claims for these pieces, except that they are, it seems to me, varied, interesting, freshly written, and in most cases the work of men and women taking up a pen late in life; with some qualms, though with real curiosity as to how it will turn out. We offer this collection to the Labour movement at large, but especially of Manchester and district. We hope to produce another collection towards the end of 1972, and will welcome any contribution from anyone in the Labour and T.U. movement and we would also welcome criticisms and comments from all who may feel able to make them.

A word about our title, "Voices". We felt that at this stage we had not achieved a single purpose; our writing was not yet a manifesto, or a call to action, but a series of individual utterances. Later perhaps a more unified and. challenging character may emerge in future collections.

Our thanks go to Brian Ridgway, for the front-page design, to New Cross Ward Labour Club for their hospitality, to Pauline Maher, Jean Schofield, Beryl Richardson and Maureen Druker who did the typing and duplicating. We are also grateful to Angela Tuckett, Frances Moore and Bob Cooney for their contributions. Robert Fletcher has been dead. many years; his "Appeal" is plainly dated: but we thought it witty and interesting and we have no fears of infringing copyright. "Anonymous" is genuinely unknown to us. Many years ago a schoolgirl of nine at Denton brought me this and some other poems of a boy friend to read. Shortly afterwards I lost contact with the schoolgirl, and never met the writer. If by a miraculous chance the schoolgirl of more than 30 years ago, or the writer of the sonnet should read this, we hope they'll forgive the liberty we have taken in printing it here, and will get in touch with us. 

Ben Ainley.

Please send comments and criticisms or contributions to a further collection to me at 13 Victoria Way, Bramhall, Stockport. 8K7 lDE

A POEM

There will be no time

For me,

And there will be

Not one

To call my own.

Within my lifetime the dry bread,

The cold hearth and the narrow bed,

The trudge along the rain-swept street

Past those who stay with lagging feet,

The mushroom cloud and the storm-sky;

We'll not go dancing, you and I.

Will there be no time

For me ?

And will there be

No song

Carried along ?

Within my time the unpicked fruit,

Verses unwritten, voices mute ?

Always the human heart's brave beat

Still keeps in time with marching feet;

Although I never write a line

Yet every marching song is mine.

There will be a time

(Maybe,

Even for me ?)

When here

As everywhere,

The last to march join in the throng,

Their drum-beat heard before their song.

Joyous, upon the plinth you stand

Applauding.

I stretch out my hand;

Unseen, I clap our all-triumphant host

And shout - with every other happy ghost.

Angela Tuckett

THE GLASS WORKS

The Glass Works was now owned by the Co-op, purchased to meet the ever growing demand for milk, jam and sauce containers. It had previously been owned in the old glass blowing days, by Mr. Jones an important figure in the town, and a City magistrate, who sold it for a sum reputed to be around £50,000 The co-op had immediately installed three large, second-hand automatic bottle-making machines, made in Cincinatti. So, whilst mountains of silver sand and soda-ash went into the factory at one end, an endless stream of bottles and jars came out at the other, an average of 20 a minute, off each machine, 24 hours a day, millions of jars a year.

Johnny wondered, "who could eat all this jam? Even the Co-op couldn't surely be selling all that much sauce." He had never worked in a place like this glass works. The loud clatter of the machines, the oil and dust, the pungent smell of burning lubricant liberally used to regularly swab the hot machines; the intense heat of the large furnace operating at more than 1250O centigrade, with large annealing ovens in close proximity to the machines. All made for almost intolerable conditions in the heat of the summer but in winter it was warm and pleasant. Above all the character of the men fascinated Johnny. They appeared to be moulded by the conditions of manufacturing within the factory. He had found that all the machine men and helpers were rogues, liars and thieves. He found to his cost that anything of value, tools or materials mysteriously disappeared if he turned his back or misplaced them. Nothing was sacred. There was no respect for authority, no discipline, except that imposed by the machines, their speed determining the bonus earnings. The supervisors and foremen were regarded contemptuously as supernumeraries as far as the men were concerned, except when the machines broke down or were held up for reasons outside the men's control who as a result, lost their bonus. Earnings were high for 1936, in the region, a consistent wage of £7 to £0 a week for 37.5 hours when generally a skilled engineering craftsman received £3.12. per week for 44 hours. Thus any stoppages were violently dealt with by the men and the foreman was suitably abused.

It appeared that when Jones the previous owner was a magistrate on the bench during the First World War the culprits before him were given a choice of either a sentence in the army in the mud and blood of the Flanders fields or to work in his Glass Works. Most of those who thus appeared, being sensible men, preferred the Glass-works to the Glass-house, especially as the slaughter in France was at its height.

Jones died just after the sale of his factory to the Co-op but he left all his money to his secretary - not a penny piece to his wife. The lads told Johnny 'he did it to spite his wife because she made scenes at the factory about his secretary. He got on well with his secretary they said. 'Cow Elsie we called her'. She did most of her secretarial work on the new couch in the office that Jones had bought specially. We used to watch 'em from the stairs and she knew we were watching. They were the rummest crowd that Johnny had ever seen or worked with in his job as a skilled maintenance engineer.

There was 'Mad Alf', a scrawny wisp of a man who had been in trouble with the law more than once. On drawing his wage of £7.10/- he would separate £2 to give his wife. 'Is that all you are giving your wife out of that packet and you are keeping all the rest for yourself?" "Course I am" said Alf, 'Don't forget, I buy my own clothes out of it'

Then there were the two brothers who had a tremendous reputation as lady killers. Many a time a husband arrived at the factory enquiring with violence in his voice as to the where-abouts of Dickie. Dickie was never around of course, but unfortunately had his love life ruined later when somebody, either by accident or design, dropped a blob of hot glass down his trousers.

After a while Johnny came to realise that he had no longer to face hostility in his relations with the men. They even returned his tools or materials that he had inadvertently left on the machine floor. He had been accepted 'on all fours' with the rest of the shop.

There was nothing these men would not do to help you once you had been accepted. Their comradeship which was so tightly knit, was in fact Johnny came to realise, directed against authority. This was their common denominator.

An example of this was the occasion when a foreman nicknamed 'Knocker', (he was a joiner by trade) had the gall to sit outside the main exit to prevent the men leaving before their recognised meal-break at 12-30 Somebody, by arrangement, from an upstairs window conveniently placed, poured a full bucket of water on to Knocker. It was said by an eye witness that he received every drop in the bucket. Every worker in the factory knew who had tipped the water. The management however does not know to this day who the culprit was.

Alas, the old glass works is no more. Its inadequate lay out and out of date machines proved unable to cope with the expanding demands of new generations of bottled-food eaters. Its workers scattered with their specialist skills to the four winds of industry. New gigantic factories have been built to serve Co-op customers, but where-ever the bottles were made, it's quite certain that the workers in those factories will have the same disregard for authority as those employed in the old Glass Works.

Frank Morgan.

1967

I want' to be as a dream, to have no substance
To be consciousness looking in, life is hard and the
soul wreaks much pain.
Remove the nerve 'and retain the interest –
And yet when we were young 'with unarmoured mind
How blue the sky!
And musics, colours, how bright!
Then was pain delight, and uninformed love urges liquid light
Now at 40 how I feel sere and yellow and wanting to give up the fight
To die, yet live a little and feel no more.

Frank Parker

THE SILENT BIRD

Wandering on a wooded fell
I tried and stopped to sleep a spell,
And dreaming there I saw a bird
Sun-silvered in a tulip tree.
No song nor bird-like sound I heard
As silver-eyed it gazed on me.
 
And though I tried I could not rise
And to my lips rose soundless cries
And in my heart a growing dread 
And my eyes on the dumb-bird lock'd.
Slow-winged it flew then tow'rds my head
Its glittering orbs my panic mock'd.
O, endless dark with silence wed!

Edward Morrison

HOME

House made of stone, brick and cement.
You give me shelter –
You protect the people from the cold, snow and rain.
But much more than that - you're part of living life,
You're 'the dwelling place where human beings, love hope and dream.
You're part of their feelings, conflicts and happiness. 
You're the pride in the heart of the people , 
You're home,' home.

Denis Maher.

To a man I did not know The common bond of Communism in each man - I recognise and understand.

TRIBUTE TO JACK COWARD.

A heart is only so big, and. can only beat so long for the people, then it must stop.
You were a communist man, with a communist mind.
A mind that has felt the pangs of hunger and want, the cold. prejudice and injustices.
And yet, a mind that deeply heard the tears of pain of other people.
 
Struggle makes the man.
You struggled all your life for the highest principles possible, 
that of man himself, in freedom, liberty and dignity.
Your class will always be proud of you,
Your manhood was a beauty -- a real deep beauty in action.
Action where you put your life on the line for what you felt was right.
And that is the most that can be given by a human being, his life.
Comrade your principles were high, your courage deep.
The world was that much better off, for you being on it.

Denis Maher

POEM

We are born,
We die.
The in between we call life –
Hoping, desiring, thinking, reasoning the world about us.
Truth is nothing unless shared by others..
Prejudice, injustice obsessed by hate,
love of what could be.
Death is something we can -never experience, it is the unknown,
that can never be known.
We are part of the process of nature –
Millions before us - millions afterwards will follow this process
History is living men in action, struggling out of the age of darkness
Into the light of progress.
Martyr's scream out for vengeance - for the suffocating misery of people.
Human beings are not vegetables that grow unaware –
But become conscious of life - death and living people and the personal
honour of being one.

Denis Maher

 
 
THE REASON FOR FREEDOM & THE FREEDOM OF REASON
 
If reason in revolt now thunders and emotion becomes
its-pupil in self control and clear expression.           
This is not a subject for wonder. 
Have we not all shared in the material plunder.                       
From countries near and far stolen from those who 
have known exploitation, humiliation and fear. 
Dictated by military laws conceived in power and greed still 
we are denied the right to heed the calls of reason and freedom 
from those Whose greedy hands are ever stretched to rob the living 
and the dead.
In many ways this has been said in the hills, valley and the plains. 
In the gaols and the concentration camps of Spain.
In Africa, Buchenwald and Ulster too.
And still we must unite the Black the Yellow and the White, the he 
the She and the in between in our graduation from confusion to 
enlightened reason.
We must rid ourselves of inhilation and inferiority if Unity 
and Reason is to win for all our overwhelming majority - So 
essential to human freedom.

Vincent O Donnell

FURTHER EDUCATION

Joining the metal-work class at our local night school opened a new and interesting world for me,

The choice of subject was limited, and the normal classes for ladies already had enrolled their full quota of students, and I thought it wasn't too late in life to learn new skills, so I found myself a middle-aged (well, elderly) lady in a class of boys and men learning something entirely new.

Up till then, my acquaintance with machinery had been limited to a sewing machine and a washing machine, and now here I was in a world of lathes, borers, grinders, saws, etc.

I soon learnt that forging had nothing to do with getting rich quick, a jig was not a dance, and brazing had nothing at all to do with cookery.

The teacher was a kindly jolly man who welcomed me most sincerely; it was as much a novelty to him as to me to have an elderly lady in his class. My class mates were most interesting. The boys were mostly working for their 0 levels, and the men were nearly always mending some household gadget or doing something for their cars,

I suppose that previously I would have regarded most of these boys as yobos, but in this situation I found them very well mannered and quite likeable, and I looked forward to my weekly two hours in their company. I know that when they offered to help me saw through a piece of iron 14" x they regarded me as they would their misguided grandmother, but they were very nice about it, and later when they asked me 'what are you making, Mrs, ?' they had almost accepted me as a fellow worker,

After two hours in this new environment I would walk home in the sharp evening air in a state of elation, with a blister on every finger and my rheumaticky shoulder playing me up something awful and thinking poetically 'I too will something make, and job in the making,'

My masterpiece turned out to be a wrought iron coffee table. Its full of faults that I know about, and probably many that I don’t know about, but it stands squarely on its legs, and the glass top doesn't wobble and its in regular use. But my best moment is when my husband points out 'the wife made that.

Fanny Morgan

THE VIOLENT UNIVERSE

From the mountains of our hurtling globe
The telescopes of science probe
And radio-ears to earth reverse
The secrets of the universe
Behold:
A myriad silent stars we see
Are ghosts of long-dead galaxy;
Those silver lamps by lovers treasured
Mere spirit-beams in 'light years' measured.
This land on which we yearn to linger:
A cooling piece of solar cinder,
The sun itself a fragment from
A vast exploding cosmic bomb.
And all life-forms, including man, 
have no more point or purpose than 
Bacteria on a ball of earth
Perpetuating birth on birth.

Edward Morrison.

IN DEATH'S DREAM KINGDOM. 

(The 1st. stanza of a poem about 300 lines long)
Travelling back and forth and I heralding 
another day's existence with silence 
screaming through my eyes like tortured vehicles of misused faith;
Skies collapsing within 
the framework of my mind 
Trees felled by 
demon hands
Skeleton fingers aching round the bark. 
Drift past motionless hours carry the testament of dying eclipses
through melting oceans 
of sandpapered guilt.
I climbed past the raven's nest on 
Macbeth's sanguine castle. Edging over 
unlit rainbows, bathed in charcoal darkness, 
Night was like a tombstone; the horizon, 
a graveyard in the fleeting glimpse, 
of a seagull's rain-chant eyes. 
Transparencies, traces of unlit moments enmeshed on feverish indifferences.
Forests of wordless confusions....
void....
Living moments
In starship cathedrals
Find a zone
of non-realisation.
A silver second 
In a timeless non-consciousness 
Earthbound amongst cannon-songs 
Incantating irrelevancies 
Drawing shop-window conversations 
Through steel barriers and mindless tripods 
To a desert scene
Where loaded insignifia 
is the plenteous cactus plant.
 
Susan Cole

AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL CHAPTER.

My two brothers were so much older than I that they were demoblised from the army two years before I even left school, which was 1922. Frank was ten years older than I, John two years younger. Frank had been caught up with the propaganda of the time and had joined the army two years under age at 16 and left just after his 21st birthday. Now free, he threw himself into everything, sports, girls, his union and the Clarion. Cycling Club, and  through the latter, his first real socialist ideas.

A French Polisher like my father, he had made a friend of another in his Union Branch named Jack Calder. The latter was a foundation member of the Communist Party and a 0.0.0. enthusiast. Frank kept his socialist convictions to himself, for although his athletics were with Salford Harriers, his swimming, dancing and the Irish Clubs were all connected in some way with the Church. Deep down he developed a growing hatred of religion which persisted through life. He was learning for the first time how God was used by the clergy on both sides in the war, no laughing matter to a man who had seen his comrades killed only too often. I was quite unaware of his convictions. I saw him as tall, gay and intelligent with a string of girls chasing him.

Our mother had come from Irish parents which was why we all considered ourselves Irish "rebels" and it was natural on leaving school I would gravitate to St. Patricks, joining the scouts and the swimming clubs, and making my pals there.

John was a much quieter personality than Frank, but he also was mixed up with the swimming, scouts (as a scoutmaster) and his Union. He was an upholsterer, in a different Union than Frank and I followed him into the upholstery trade. It was John who first followed me into the Party, for an unbroken membership through life.

Learning the upholstery trade was a hazardous business for the only shops open were the small ones and this often meant losing a job in the summer months, I couldn’t get into the Union either, one had to be a bound apprentice or in continuous work in the same factory from 14.

I remember little of my Father. Older than my Mother, he died when I was 20, and in his last years spent most of his time in a pub. He found it difficult to acclimatise himself when the much older sons came home. My mother told me he was for a period a Chairman of his Union branch and helped in getting his own shop organised.

When the General Strike broke in 1926 I was working for a small boss on Stretford Road in the Sale district. He didn't sack me for the summer and paid me wages even if there was no work. A former worker himself, he put on his letter paper "Late of Kendal Milnes" and it was very effective. He told me to stay at home while the strike was on, and paid me arrears of wages when I came back.

My father and Frank were both on strike, but I have only a few memories of it: a huge meeting in Platt Fields made up of many platforms and of a speaker holding up a small leaflet and saying "Behold the "Daily Mail!, one million circulation", of a traffic jam in Piccadilly at the corner of Mosley Street that nearly crushed the student "controlling" it and lanes of stilled traffic, and on the second Sunday of the strike a leaflet handed to us as we left the Church. It stated this was not a strike in the ordinary sense of the term, it was a strike against the State, the State was the mouthpiece of God, thus it was a strike against God himself and to take part was a mortal sin; it bore the name of the British R.C. Cardinal. Like all similar propaganda, it never got off the ground.

On the morning of the return to work I stood dreamily at the tram stop. On the opposite side of the road were the usual newsagents placards: "T.U.C. Surrender" "Government Victory," and only the Daily Herald's "T.U.C. Victory".

I sneered, the capitalist liars were up to their tricks again. Certainly I had a long, long road to travel.

Twelve months later found me working in my first large factory, Woodhouses. Its entrance was opposite the huge side entrance of Strangeways Prison. I came to work one morning and the workers were still outside, an execution was to take place, eventually the prison bell tolled rather loudly and the stunned workers quickly removed-- their hats, two warders- came out, pinned up a notice and went back. The bell continued to toll at intervals, It seemed to me aimed at striking terror into the thousands of people who could hear it and I wondered how the prisoners felt. I felt appalled and it was a miserable day in the shop afterwards.

Woodhouses was a piecework shop, and piecework was not recognised by the Manchester branch of the Union. I was daywork, as all under 21s were. This firm had another factory in London, and the E. C. and branches in London had a much more progressive approach, where piecework shops were organised. The General Secretary came down, a likeable person named Wilsden with whom I came on very good terms a few years later. He was firm, either the new branch could change its policy towards piecework or a new branch would be formed by the E.C., the shop could not remain unorganised. In the event, a new Branch was formed called Manchester No.2. I joined the old one then, I was daywork and my brother was in it. I have pleasant memories of some the older generation in it but one stands out, a woman well into her fifties, she came on her own. sat erect throughout the meeting without ever speaking, and going home again. Her name was Miss Hough.

A year after the war we called a "fraction" of upholstery boys of the two branches in connection with some election we were preparing for, Imagine my feelings when she turned up, she had joined the Party and was now nearly seventy

After joining the Union I came out of the library with a book on Trade Unions by G. D. H Cole, probably a short history. At the bottom it read, "A W.E.A. Textbook". Frank picked it up and read it. He had once had a brief association with the N.C.L.C. (Labour Colleges), who hated their "state-granted" rival, the Workers' Educational Association, he told me if I felt that way I ought to take the N.C.L.C. correspondence courses which were free to Union members, he suggested starting with Economics and I did.

I had no idea then that I was taking a small path that would lead me to a main road leading to an adult, better life. In fact early on I had some small misgivings. I had taken a second subject called European History. The third or fourth lesson dealt with the power of the Church in medieval times, amassing its riches and being a ruling power in feudalism. I had been to a catholic school but had never known this. I had some minor doubts, but the subject was dealt with quite factually, and the remainder so interesting that I did not want to drop it. The text book was by Maurice Dobb, and even

to-day it is so interesting that it remains in my bookcase, old and tattered, but the one that was "never lent"!

I stuck at it, taking one subject after another for about two years. When I was about half way through Frank asked me if I would like to go with him to some Irish Club in Hulme. It was a dance, I hadn’t learned to dance, - but when it was over about five or six of us went into a parlour of a small house in Rusholme Road, at (the Oxford Road end, where we could have cups of tea in a small parlour and a talk. A chap named Atkinson was more or less dominating the discussion and at one stage mentioned Marxism. I chewed the bait and talked with him about the Labour theory of value.

I would have forgotten the incident except that I didn't go again and Frank once asked me to but I refused with some excuse. Atkinson was tall enough to be a policeman and had a very English name and accent. I had a suspicion that the Irish Clubs teemed with spies and there were frequent police raids for drinking after hours. Many years later I walked, into the Party rooms in Fountain Street and Bill Rust was talking to - Atkinson he didn’t recognise me and we did not speak; but for my romantic ideas .I might have -been in the party much earlier.

I had continued in the scout movement, we were in the senior section called Rovers, mainly because it was the centre that kept us together, I kept dropping out and was appealed to to come back. Three years later I had a letter printed in the' Manchester Evening News, at that time a very "Liberal" paper, attacking the scout movement as being anything but peaceful, printing my name but, customary at the time, not my address. A number of people replied, for and against, one a "Scoutmaster" who thought it plain I didn't know what I was talking about. It stung me into replying about games like "stalking the enemy" and other examples. The Editor conveniently wrote underneath "This correspondence is now closed." I was quite thrilled about this first incursion into the press, the inspiration coming from one course on English and Article writing.

This was the last Course I took, the remaining subjects, like Esperanto, having no appeal. This tutor had never put name or initials on any lesson and I asked him his name in the last lesson. The final subject had been an essay on some aspect of Marx and Engels, finishing half way down the page and he wrote underneath, "Glad you have discovered Marx and Engels Now get on to Lenin Then you won't need a tutor (only don't shout about it !) T. A. Jackson." Marx and Engels were underlined, but Lenin three times ! I didn't shout about it.

Just before this Course ended the NCLC wrote me asking if I would like to train as a tutor with the local College. I was unaware one existed and agreed. The Course was in the Organiser's house, in Winton, Eccles, and lasted two years except the summer months, involving weekly visits, "home work" and considerable practice as tutors. Finally we were tutors and could take classes, an easy thing after our experience, single lectures even easier, I can't remember all the classes, but Irlam, Rawtenstall, Bolton and Levenshulme come easily to mind. I cant remember my first, certainly Levenshulme was my last.

Within twelve or eighteen months of the Strike my father died and John married and when I was 21 my brother Frank married too. My mother and I lived with them for a brief period in Tipping Street, Ardwick. It is all now covered by the Mancunian Way. A small communist meeting took place thirty yards away from us at the corner of Union Street. The speaker was young and clearly dressed, spoke eloquently and with a deep sincerity. I don't remember what he said and was not impressed - - except that he was a decent type. Years later I caught a glimpse of him at some meeting, but never saw him again. My mother moved to Harpurhey with me, leaving behind Frank and his wife, and it was mainly from Harpurhey that I began to function as a tutor.

Joe Day.

MOVING AND BRIGHT DAYS.

Moving and bright days. 
Days that sing themselves. 
Through sunshine into lengthened shadow. Happily, 
happily I live through them taking now 
the whole sweet taste of them into my mouth, 
Like grapes, the skins sucked dry, and then outspat. 
Boys comrades. girls, friendship that gives me gladness,
Friendship that stabs me with its sudden daggers,
Failed friendships. realised joys, realised sorrows,
Neither ideal joy with bronze sun smiling,
Neither ideal sorrow, glassy-eyed, trembling,
But grand reality, incorporate, grasped,
And joyed in, and enthralling, being grasped.
I face my life. It stretches out before me,
Glad days and bad mad days. Tension and looseness.
My mind tomorrow a fine white wire of purpose;
My mind next week a dull brown stretch of country;
My mind this instant a coloured Japanese lantern;
My mind some day haply, a smoking extinguished candle,
Smelly, stuffy, with only a red spark to it
My friends; and some will be not true to me 
My friends, and some will go away from me,
My friends, and some will come, knowing me, to hate me,
Because I am what I am, neither a wise man,
Nor yet a fool, but both by turns, both gladly.
Always, and I made part of it, revolt.
My fellows, my comrades, the workers, shaking from them,
As suddenly conscious of being strained by them,
Their chains and links of servitude ...
How many things are happening? Tomorrow ? 
Today is eternity being realised
And I shall go to bed tonight alone,
Inviolate, virginal, a boy, a baby,
Philosopher, communist, a thinking engine,
And a dreamer of tender dreams. In bed alone,
Thoughts will be moonbeams in my darkened room,
Cold moon, my mind with silver light will burn,
And tomorrow, after warm body is sunk in sleep,
Tomorrow, awakeness, joy, rebirth, the rendezvous
with every day's eternity. And hedged about
with much that's not significant, by thoughts,
Aches, penny troubles, newspapers, torn boots
Letters not written, trivial stupid worries,
Sometimes a luminous thought, sometimes realisation,
Sometimes sheer gladness in a girl's caress,
Sometimes great pride in work for the revolution,
In the thought that in slight ways, one man in millions,
I have taken my conscious part with comrades in the fight.
Sometimes a starry night, and long long talk
And the urge and emotion of struggle our heritage.
Comrades this me, unmoralist, this me,
Baby I said, philosopher, nay soldier,
Worker-soldier for communism, this me
Unsurrendered, a person, a protoplasmic
Complete determined entity, this me
Loving poetry, loving life, loving a gay girl,
This me faces existence. Sees these things,
Blinks not, forgets not, emptiness, recurrence
Knows man a little, knowing myself a little, -
Knows children much, seeing them, knows their weakness
Their link, my own, with our humanity.
Unsurprised by passions, emotions, jealousies, littlenesses,
Taking them, embracing into myself, and laughing
Even at contemptible self, grovelling yesterday,
Because a gay girl didn't write a letter.
Thus at the beginning of February
Month purficatory, so the old Latins styled it,
Facing endeavours, struggles, trials, movements,
Most glad, most glad to be alive.

Ben Ainley,. 1925

PARTING

The moon came up the sky that very night, 
And all the while we quarrelled, yellow rays 
Fell on her hair, her dress, and on her face, 
And passed around slowly from left to right. 
All this I noticed with especial care, 
Though her small face was flushed with anger, pain; 
"You must not come, you must not come again; 
You shall not come to me; you would not dare." 
I listened never speaking: On the road 
behind me, a tram passed, and passing clattered, 
stopped near us, then went on. A Shelley ode 
Came to my head, and "When the lamp is shattered" 
I murmured to myself, and for a second, 
Black night around, this passionate angry girl 
Once intimately my friend, a far past beckoned, 
And parting was great sorrow In a whirl 
of thoughts thus warm and tender, a strange thought 
Move icycold came to me, and I said:
"Spare all your tears, for if we both were dead 
your anger and my indifference would be nought. 
But as it is, since you live, and I too, 
It needs no words to tell me not to do 
What, for weeks I have had no impulse for." 
Then she spoke, wept, grew angry, stamped her foot, 
For many minutes she spoke, her voice was shrill, 
Subdued yet shrill, her face was drawn. I cut 
Across her angry speech with cold cold words, 
And when the dawn came up, the sky, grey, leaden, 
Sharpened the treeshapes round us and it met
Her face , pale cold, and filled with ashes, yet
Not colder, than my own mind’s emptiness

Ben Ainley 1922

RECOLLECTIONS OF THE GENERAL STRIKE.

In another 4 years and a few months, 50 years will have passed since the General Strike of 1926.My memory is not the best in the World. In fact I have a struggle remembering what happened last week, yet some of the happenings that took place during and shortly after the General Strike are as clear to me as if they had happened yesterday.

I was 16 years old at the time and worked for the L.M.S. Railway Company, and I was considered to be fortunate in having a job that brought in regular wages and holidays with pay. Very few people had holidays with pay in those days.

The General Strike itself only lasted. a few days, and during that time every town and City in the land had it's march and demonstration. The march that took place in Manchester culminating in a huge meeting held in Platt Fields, seemed and still seems to me to be the greatest march ever held. Never have I had the feeling of excitement that I had that day. Maybe it was because I was very young and this was my first march and everything was very new to me.

I walked along with my young workmates and felt as proud as Punch. It seemed to me that all the world was marching that day.

There were policemen everywhere, almost one policeman to each row of marchers and their normal duties such as traffic control etc. were taken over by the Special Constabulary.

We saw many of these Specials on the march to Platt Fields and booed and catcalled every one of them with great enthusiasm. We, the young ones really enjoyed it all.

Finally we reached Platt Fields, where platforms had been erected and speakers were already addressing the huge crowds round each platform.

At the particular platform we arrived at the speaker was describing how God had made the world. Eventually he reached the point in his speech of the last and lowest form of life God had made - a jelly fish. He paused and then apologised to his audience, "I am sorry," he said, "there was something he made that was lower than a jellyfish, he made a scab." This got a great cheer from the crowd. and a man standing near where I and my workmates were standing, shouted in a loud but most beautiful Oxford accent, "Hear, hear, Oh hear, hear." We had never heard this form of applause before, and we nearly died. - it bowled us over completely.

It was a huge scource of fun to us on our walk home, each of us every few minutes would mimic the man in our best cut glass accents.

That march was my first industrial and political commitment and it made a great and lasting impression upon me,

After the Strike was ended, partly because of the disorganisation to industry, and partly I think for punishment revenge not all the strikers were taken 'hack immediately, Each day a list of names was placed in the window of the lodge naming the men who had to start back the next day and I was out of work for 5 weeks before I started back This long wait to start back was the cause of some concern to my mother, who badly missed my wages and was convinced that I would never start back again.

The hatred, anger and bitterness of the men after this Strike was really astounding to me. I have never encountered it in such a widespread manner since. 

You must remember that I was only 16 at the time and all this was new to me and I didn't fully understand what was happening around me. It was impossible not to overhear the men talking and arguing and you couldn’t avoid this intense anger, it rubbed off on one.

One man, who, it was said had been a warder at Strangeways sometime in his life and who had been a blackleg during the Strike, was given regular work, whilst many of the strikers still remained unemployed. Although this man had. never worked on the railway before the strike. The men felt that this was another way of rubbing their noses in it, and were not prepared to stand it.

It was with great difficulty that the Union Officials at the station prevented them from going out on strike again.

They gave this man a terrible time, he was constantly in arguments and fights until one day he never came back. I don't think the Management sacked him, I think he left of his own accord.

During the Strike our strike headquarters were in a room over a coal yard To reach this room it was necessary to climb several steep wooden stairs which finished with small platform surrounded by a handrail. This led to the door of the room where the strike committee met every day and all day,

It was the habit of the Chairman of the Union branch, who was also the Strike Committee Chairman, to come out of this room, stand on this platform and give us the news of the strike or read out a telegram to us, This he did several times a day.

One day when we were all standing about in the yard waiting for news of the progress of the strike, he came out of the room and stood on the platform We all looked up expectantly and immediately it was obvious that he was drunk. he stood there for a couple of minutes swaying and then shouted down to us "Stand firm and solidarity", and then fell from the top of the stairs to the bottom and lay there sleeping.

He was a big man this Chairman, and was popular and well liked by the men.

Some 12 months or so after the strike, he was offered a Foreman's job by the Management and he took it. The. anger and bitterness of the men hadn’t abated very much and they took this appointment very badly. he was a traitor and they did everything possible to make his life a misery.. This attitude of his old comrades was too much for him.

We watched him shrink visibly and after about 13 months as a Foreman, he died. "They" said it was with a broken heart, whatever that may mean.

For many years afterwards, you would hear the men talk about others who had played a bad role in the General. Strike, with the same viciousness and contempt that Irishmen are able to put into their voices when they talk about the "Black & Tans".

Looking back I think that 1926 was the nearest thing to Revolution this country has been in my lifetime and I can't help wondering how different the situation would have been if the Government hadn't had the foresight to imprison some of the Left Wing leaders in l925 and to keep them in prison during this confrontation of 1926.

And so I could go on with many more memories of the 1926 Strike, but that would make a book and that is not what was asked for.

Syd Booth.

A SONNET WITH SELF-SUFFICIENCY.

You say you would be different. I can see
You will not say what other people say,
Nor wend your life along the common way.
And yet your goal is theirs; that you agree.
Think not I understand not. You are free
Your head's dictation to obey, until
Your heart shall vindicate me; as it will
Some day when you read this and think of me.
I will attempt not now, then, to dissuade.
Yet you, whom things material cannot mar,
(You disregard them) must see what you do
Is less important; always it must fade
Into a shadow beside what you are:
Rare, fresh, unchangeable. And you are You.

Anonymous

DAWN

Satin words of purity
I see
In the midst of decay
In the golden sunrise
I see
The light of a dawning day.
My eyes alight with passion
As forgotten dreams of freedom
Are blazing in my mind
I collide with my memories
I jump to the sky
As the clans of insanity
Are lost in the tide.
Exultantly I run
Into the glittering sea
And I see my reflection
Forming in the waters
Of past glory
And future promise
As a bird flying freely
I laugh in the wind
I float to the sun
And my heart opens to sing.
No man is free
Till the chains of his wrath
Are buried
In the fury of the ocean deep
Where the sea
Pounds and beats
At his lost sadness
Till the peace of night
Buries the storm of hatred
And is lost forever
In the fathoms of the deep.

Susan Cole

POEM:

A distance from me
You are saying
Some thing
Dreamy priests drift
In between
Punctuating silences
With smiles and gentle nodding
While I sit
Thick summer hangs
The dust a slow car swirls
As fingers wave
A weariness away
Your lips are moving
Making faces
On a hot day.

J. Leavers.

 POEM.

A door
brown and indifferently painted
Opens and a child
Carrying a cat
Appears a tall man
Follows with an umbrella
They pause and close
The door. The man
Smiles
The moon balled cat
Mews and leaps
The child watches
But the man continues
In the direction
Of a tree lined avenue
Shadows formed by trees
Dapple the pavement grey
It is afternoon
The boy sits
And rolls with the cat
Ahead the tall man
Turns concerned and shouts
The boy to come
What does he want
The boy thinks and catches
At the cat who claws
his face the man impatient
To continue grows angry
But the boy cries
And goes to the door
The man turns
And walks the door
Opens and the boy
disappears the cat
stretches in a patch of sunlight
And sleeps.

J Leavers

WHAT GENTLE SAVIOUR WITH LOVE IN HIS HEART,

What gentle saviour with love in his heart,
For his creatures could plan such a road,
There disease, earthquakes and fangs rip apart,
With suffering's terrible loads.
The wonder is how through all this gore,
Can emerge a heart that is kind,
Like a Snowdrop peeping through winter's floor,
Blooms this jewel, the reasoning mind.

FRANK SMITH.

BROWN EYES, SUCH AN HONEST STARE,

Brown eyes, such an honest stare,
Shines warmer on me than any sun,
When they peep 'neath auburn hair,
At me when day is done.
However dreary the toil of mine,
How many times at some behest,
More sure to you at evening time,
I hurry and feel refreshed.
Strange when in mood I think,
That one can cause such joy in me,
Strange that worlds apart distinct,
Dwell behind the lockturned key.
And strange that through the passing years, 
A freshness from you never fades, 
Some say Youth's gone as time measures,
Yet still you're sweetest, maid.

FRANK SMITH.

O.T.M.S.

I've said it before, I like going to night school. At this point, however, my rheumaticky shoulder persuaded me against embarking on some new handicraft, but there was nothing wrong with my feet, so I joined the dancing class -Old Time-Modern Sequence. I had discovered what must be the most delightful, varied, friendly, egalitarian form of exercise there is. That so many different combinations of movements and rhythms can be made during the course of sixteen bars of music never fails to amaze me.

Before very long you realise you have acquired a considerable repertoire, and almost learnt a new language:- chassis, step-through, scissors, lock, turn and lock, chassis step through scissors, lock, turn and lock, lady under to centre, balance, quick, quick, quick, tap to wall, quick, quick, quick, tap to centre, swing out and lock, feet together, there; you've done the Balmoral Blues, and added one more dance to a seemingly endless list of tangoes, waltzes, blues, saunters, quicksteps, ad almost infinitum.

My two favourite lady partners will have saved me a seat. There's Clara, rising 80, a born dancer and a stickler for getting it just right, - "I'd be quite happy to die dancing" she says. And Bertha, 74, "It keeps me nimble; besides, if it wasn't for this class we'd never have met" she says, and Bill, "Let's get in't middle o't floor where there's plenty o' room and put a bit o'style in it!"

Being a CLASS you see, it's alright for anyone to ask anyone to dance, and a lady can ask a gent without losing face and it's very sociable. It's grand to see so many of our senior citizens, who comprise about half of the class, merrily negotiating a new sequence, but the teachers are working hard, and before very long we can all do it, some quicker than others of course, but that's what's egalitarian about it, vie all start together. And the names of the dances are so delightful, Forget-me-not Waltz, Midnight Tango, Tango Solair, Mail Swing, Esso Blues(popularly referred to as 'paraffin dance'), Waltz Katrine, Dawn Waltz, I could fill a page and not mention them all, and all different.

I'm looking forward to my 60th birthday, when all night school fees will be waived. Come on, it's th'last Waltz.

FANNY MORGAN.

SUBURBAN AUTOMATISM

Get rid of your depression, man 
go clockwork like I am. 
Mow the lawn once a week 
Get your 'aircut on Saturday.
Regularity, that's the key, boy,
Get regular!
Now, take my bowels 
Well, all right, don't take them.
But you've got to listen to me, son, 
I've got things to tell you 
About life, an' all that.
Did I ever show you my wounds?
Got'em in the war, you know.
Here, look at this 
Copped that at Dunkirk.
Retreat? Well, we went back 
And sorted the bastards, 
Didn't we?A land fit for 'eroes to live in
That's what we were promised, lad.
You wouldn't know that, of course,
But you ask your Dad.
Fools? Yes, we were to swallow that guff, 
A land for the young to be arrogant in, 
Would be nearer the mark.
Yes, we were fools right enough!
We should have known that one
Has to lie and to lie to get on,
And the higher you get,
Why, the more you've to lie!
Even God has 'is tongue in His cheek
Half the time.
It's Him that shows you the world from the hill
"All this I will give you, young man"
Says the Lord.
And there's hope in your soul for a week.
If you'll only be good
All the world will be yours.
What's the use of the world
when you're too old to care?
Death's a friend when you're worn,
But, meanwhile, there's the lawn
To be mowed, oh, aye and me 'air
To be cut;
Today's Saturday, you see. 

EDWARD MORRISON

PETE

Sam and Norman were talking - "How did you get on last night?" Norman asked. How d'ye mean?' replied Sam. "With the Bird", "All right", said Sam. "All right!', exploded Norman. "Did you, or didn't you?" "Course I did", said Sam. "All right, eh", giggled Norman. "Not bad", said Sam - weakly, I thought. I carried on straightening a pillar that carried the hand rail round the boiler. "Love 'em and leave 'em, I do", said